Late Night Chat with Margi Connor & Peter Goodman: Unworthiness, March 2, 2023, live on Baba Zoom

Late night chat centered around our Beloved. A sharing of hearts led by Margi Connor and Peter Goodman.

Jai Baba, all.

I know this is a bit early in the week for an email to go out, but I have very limited internet access and wanted to get it out to you all ASAP.

After we ended the last late night chat this topic came to me so strongly, most likely because it has been such a prevalent theme in my life with Baba. Most of us struggle with unworthiness on some level. At the end of the day, the feeling of unworthiness is attachment to the ego and a sense of self disguised as martyred selfness. Is this something that has played out in your life? Has your own feeling of unworthiness ever gotten in the way of you and Baba?

When I was younger I was never able to connect to Meherwan Jessawalla because of a deep unconscious unworthiness. He was such a beacon of pure light and I always thought he was so far beyond lowly little me. In hindsight, I can see that my own ego denied me an opportunity to connect with someone who loved our Beloved so dearly. Have you ever had a similar experience or feeling? If you did meet the mandali was this something that came up for you?

Is unworthiness the thing we hold on to when Baba has taken everything else away, just so we have something we can identify with? How do we balance being humble and knowing we know nothing with also feeling unworthy of His great Love? Are we meant to have any sense of "worth" at all or is that just a ploy of Maya to have us cling to something? Perhaps the goal is to get to a place of "I don't know my "worth" and only Baba does. This is all just some food for thought to spark all that is inside you. Can't wait to hear your shares.

In His Love,

Margi and Peter

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